Anyone still listening?
I've been so preoccupied with, well, life. I haven't made the time to keep up here. It's sad really. Writing down my thoughts is something for me, something that helps me keep things in perspective, keeps my eye on the ball, so to speak. Maybe my lack of doing anything to nurture my soul is why I'm feeling so down in the dumps of late.
Time to "sharpen the saw" as Mr. Covey (of FranklinCovey) says.
I'm not sure how many of you are familiar with the FranklinCovey planner system. My boss is very supportive of this system. When I first came to work here, I thought. Uh huh, it's just a daytimer, sheesh. Well, it's really not just a daytimer. It's a way to organize your entire life if you work the system.
Maybe that's part of my problem. I'm a bit anal retentive. I've not been using the planner the way I should. I've not worked on my goals and values in...gosh, ages. I'm not logging my food/exercise. There's no "ritual" anymore. Maybe this depression is the way my brain is rebelling against the lack of order.
I've also not been journaling. I've not been doing much of anything. *sigh*
Tonight, I will sit down and revamp one goal, one role, and one value. I will plan my weekend. I will do my weekly planning for the next work week. I will log the food I've eaten today. I will exercise.
I will, I will, I will.
Time to "sharpen the saw" as Mr. Covey (of FranklinCovey) says.
I'm not sure how many of you are familiar with the FranklinCovey planner system. My boss is very supportive of this system. When I first came to work here, I thought. Uh huh, it's just a daytimer, sheesh. Well, it's really not just a daytimer. It's a way to organize your entire life if you work the system.
Maybe that's part of my problem. I'm a bit anal retentive. I've not been using the planner the way I should. I've not worked on my goals and values in...gosh, ages. I'm not logging my food/exercise. There's no "ritual" anymore. Maybe this depression is the way my brain is rebelling against the lack of order.
I've also not been journaling. I've not been doing much of anything. *sigh*
Tonight, I will sit down and revamp one goal, one role, and one value. I will plan my weekend. I will do my weekly planning for the next work week. I will log the food I've eaten today. I will exercise.
I will, I will, I will.
Labels: Depression, Goals, Thoughts
4 Comments:
Well- I'm still here. I guess we are all going through lots of stuff these days. Take care of yourself. Do what makes you feel good and blossom. Hopefully the rest will fall into place. Men! Why do they cause us so much grief! I hope that you can continue on in the relationship, as it seems important to you. Maybe he can get past that place that causes him to withdraw. After all, you two have been so happy lately.
By leaveme alone, at 10/01/2004 10:50 PM
Better blog what came of this saga. I have to know more about the card and his reaction.
doggy
By fuquinay, at 10/03/2004 12:01 PM
Ooo, don't you just hate the silence? It just makes my brain go into over-time thinking about what they're thinking and generally, that's not a good place for my brain to be. Does that make any sense? Hope things improve, and yes, like Doggy said, we need to know more...
By shygirl, at 10/05/2004 10:23 AM
I'm here....and to quote Frasier Crane..."I'm listening..."
By LeAnne, at 10/05/2004 5:49 PM
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