Like sands through the hourglass...

Anyone still there, still reading, still listening, still care?

I've recently found out that if one doesn't update one's blog, one's readers become bored and eventually stop checking in for updates. So, here I am ready to spew forth all that has been happening in my life since my last entry.

I find it difficult, sometimes, to come up with something to write about that (I think) anyone would find the slightest bit interesting. I guess I shouldn't think that way. This is a journal, right? A place for me to put down my thoughts, ideas, gripes, etc. It's not really here for anyone's entertainment pleasure...technically. I can't help but to think that no one really wants to read of my boring life unless there's some sort of drama going on, however.

So this is my excuse for not updating. I don't feel as if there's anything of interest to report. You be the judge:

I've been spending a lot of time working, studying for my class, and having the flu. I was sick for 2 weeks. I've still got some coughing and some sinus stuff going on, but am doing so much better.

Diet, you ask? Yea, well, that's been blown to smithereens. I'm trying to get back on track with the food and exercise. It's so hard to climb back on. Maybe if I'd stay on to begin with, I wouldn't have that problem, eh?

That's all for now!

Holding myself accountable

I really need to start holding myself accountable for my exercise. I've been slacking lately. It's become far too easy for me to blow it off. I was getting up and exercising in the morning for a while. That fell by the wayside pretty quickly. In the evening I talk myself out of exercising because of the heat. HELLO! I have air conditioning. I can use the treadmill for my run. I've gotten lazy. And it all happened in a matter of just a few days. I'm starting to think that I should only take one day of rest. 2 days and I can't seem to motivate myself.

I MUST get up early and get my exercise done in the morning.

I MUST do some sort of exercise daily.

I MUST stop making excuses.

I MUST do this for ME!

OK, I feel a little better. God, I wish I could afford to pay someone to drag me out of bed and make me up and run every morning. *sigh*

Over the weekend, I was wandering around in my mind in some places I probably shouldn't have been. Thinking thoughts of love and hope. Wishing wishes that I know won't come true, and basically depressing myself. The horoscope was a nice little reminder.